Sunday, May 18, 2014

Spoken To....Will I Listen?

It's Sunday and I go to church as I always do.  In the morning and then again in the evening.  Even though I went to 2 different churches the heart of both of the messages was the same.  It was time to give up trying to control something that was not mine to control.  As I pondered the Lord brought my precious son Jean-Luke to my mind.  It was time to give him up to the Lord to do that which he deemed necessary to do.  I went home deep in thought and prayer and gave my son up to the Lord.  I had no idea what this would look like but I did not worry about that part.  The most revealing part of this process was just letting go and letting God.  I had a peace that no words can explain.  Even at that time you do not really know what all this will entail.  All you can know is that God is in control and his word is true.  My favorite scripture again fits perfectly into this scenario.  " For I know the plans I have for you,” says the LORD. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11.  Since the sudden home going of my husband this has been my life verse and again it fills my heart with peace.  I did not know at that time what the plan would hold but I did not have to.  Thankfully!!!

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